I feel possessed. I keep struggling to not txt him, to not email him. I want to send him some scriptures that I found, but I cannot. I must refrain from doing so. I know if I can just get through today, then it will be easier tomorrow. It is almost a curse to have so many ways to contact him. I can call him, txt him, email him, I can leave a PM on his facebook or just a message on his FB page.
To easy to just reach out and for what reason? so that he can reassure ME. NO, I am going to do this on my own, I am going to get through this. Go get dressed.
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